Teenage Wasteland

A peek inside my mind

I loved you
like a man loves a woman he never touches, only
writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have
loved you more if I had sat in a small room rolling a
cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom,
but that didn’t happen. Your letters got sadder.
Your lovers betrayed you.

—Charles Bukowski (via iswearonmymothersgravy)

(Source: sufjanism, via retrojapan)

i pretend im sleeping so i dont have to talk. 

to tell the truth… im not sorry. 

im just depressed. 

It’s like I’m losing my mind. I’ve lost track of the days. I can’t think, moving is too painful. This is why I hate summer. It’s painfully depressing.